just turned 19 and depressed since as long as i can remember

[stephanie]

I just turned 19 and everything is going to crap. Anger consumes me at random times. I get anxious just thinking about going to work. I hate what ive become...I hate everything about who i am. I used to be able to deal with the anxiety and depression but nothing works anymore. Ive started grinding my teeth and the store i work at wants to go on strike which i cant afford. I feel completely alone because i can't talk to anyone about what goes on in my head because I'm scared ill lose the little amount of people i talk to or i that ill end up back in the hospital

[defeated]

*hugs*

Please hang in there. I hope things get better for you soon. I'm glad you're here venting <3