Depressed, confused

[peteyweety]

Hello, first time here and really don't know how it works. Had a physical and mental abusive mom. Then went into a marriage for 24 yrs that was literally and a little physically abusive. I did my best not to let this cycle continue with my children. Both parents are gone now. I had lived with my Dad, who I loved dearly, for over a year as he died from cancer. None of the other siblings did anything. The day Dad passed, ask my siblings disowned me. I have know idea. Been on depression meds for years. No longer thought of suicide. But the way I was treated by my siblings, mom, ex-husband haunts me. I feel so unloved. Lonely. Found this site and decided to give it a try. I've read some other posts on here prior to writing. I feel for all of you. I know I don't have it as bad as alot of others. That said, well, let me see what just happened after I post this. Good Bless

[100footpole]

Hi Peteyweetey,

Sounds like you are at about the same place I am. Depression meds prevent the suicidal thoughts, but we are both haunted by our pasts, and the actions of others for which we have no control.

[specter]

*hugs peteyweety*