My Story - Fairly Long Post

[Tcrumpen]

Now before i start i'm am going to admit that my problems arn't anywhere near as sevre as some people's but for me, talking it out either to friends or strangers is a way for me to cope:

tl;dr - Met a girl, introduced a friend to her didn't realise my true feelings for her until it was too later

Anyways my story starts in my first year of uni:

Was my friends birthday (which happens to be the day after mine) and she introduced me to a friend of hers, now as soon as i saw this friend i was istantly attracted to her, but as i was currently trying for someone i met on a online dating site i didn't make any flirty moves

I still kept talking to her through facebook and we quickly grew close and i found out a lot of things about her and vice versa, and as i continuted to talk to her i started to devlop feelings for her (although i didn't know it at the time)

Anyway near the end of my first year, was hanging out with this friend of mine and i brought along a friend of mine we we all met this girl again, and lets just say that indirectly i introduced my friend to this girl, they seem to hit it of quite well and for a small period of time i was happy for him. That was until i saw that one status update on facebook which started my rollercoaster of breakdowns

It was only when i saw that update on facebook "X is in a Realasonship with Y" that things started spiraling down for me, it's started of ok but as the year went on my feelings for her only intensfied to the point where i flat out admitted my love for her during one of my breakdowns (she was still dating at this time, and still is now)

I'm now appraoching my the end of my second year at uni, and although my feelings for this girl have dimishied slightly, they are still there and i still very much like her (she was my first love), i've done so many things to try and move on, from cutting contact almost completley to writing her a love letter (but not sending it of course)

Well there is my story, i've paraphrased it a lot beacuse it's quite a complex senario

tl;dr - Met a girl, introduced a friend to her didn't realise my true feelings for her until it was too later

[hollyann]

Hi Tcrumpen. I'm sorry that she doesn't return your feelings. Maybe trying to stay busy will take your mind off her, until you can feel better.

hollyann

[Tcrumpen]

Like i said i wrote a love letter to her and apprently it's quite a good letter, very emotional etc.

Want to upload it here but not sure what people will think