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by BrokenPen
Mon Dec 27, 2010 8:46 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Incapable of being happy
Replies: 18
Views: 22575

Hi BP + Brownie21! Nice to see you again (as always). I think there actually is a way to be happy.... It may sound a bit odd. My questions to you both are: What is it exactly that you want? What do you think will make you happy? Of all that you think will make you happy, which is the most important...
by BrokenPen
Sun Dec 26, 2010 7:37 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Incapable of being happy
Replies: 18
Views: 22575

I don't know how to be happy either. It's seems like I just get bye. I am never happy for any length of time. Right now nothing keeps my interest. I am fixated on death and dying and I can't do anything. All I did was sleep today basically. I got new medicine, Cymbalta and I am upping my Seroquel b...
by BrokenPen
Sat Dec 25, 2010 8:11 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Incapable of being happy
Replies: 18
Views: 22575

Incapable of being happy

Recently a very interesting question occurred to me. What I am incapable of being happy? This occurred to me at several points. One of them was because of living with this disease of depression, this heart palpitation of the mind. Of course I can smile and laugh every now and then but really I can't...
by BrokenPen
Sun Oct 31, 2010 6:20 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Grades: A Measure of Self-worth?
Replies: 15
Views: 6965

Surviving to be honest with you.
by BrokenPen
Thu Oct 07, 2010 1:13 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Grades: A Measure of Self-worth?
Replies: 15
Views: 6965

The one thing that I'm mildly good at is writing. But then again, how good am I when not even my school literary magazine rejects my work? Writing.... :) Wow! That's good! Then, that means your hard work + trial + error moments weren't for naught. You found something. Still, the sad thing that I've...
by BrokenPen
Wed Oct 06, 2010 10:26 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Being Stood Up
Replies: 10
Views: 4377

But what's wrong with that? ^_^ (the geek, nerd + otaku part) You're alright! :D Alright.... Alright.... I can't help but ask.... Now who will you cosplay as? ??? ;) Well, I've cosplayed as Vash the Stampede and Nicholas D. Wolfwood of Trigun. Neo of the Matrix Trilogy. Colonel Roy Mustang and Scar...
by BrokenPen
Wed Oct 06, 2010 10:24 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Being Stood Up
Replies: 10
Views: 4377

My daughter loves anime, plays D&D, and always has a book in her hand even when she goes out to dinner on a date. She plays online role playing games such as WOW and Everquest. And know what.... she's just like me. I found a husband and was married for 22 wonderful years. My daughter is in her ...
by BrokenPen
Wed Oct 06, 2010 7:05 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Grades: A Measure of Self-worth?
Replies: 15
Views: 6965

crystalgaze wrote:Curiosity here: What is the one thing you are mildly good at?


The one thing that I'm mildly good at is writing. But then again, how good am I when not even my school literary magazine rejects my work?
by BrokenPen
Wed Oct 06, 2010 7:04 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Being Stood Up
Replies: 10
Views: 4377

Perhaps, the people you see are shallow??? It's really interesting that you mention that.... because that's the same thing that happened to me. I got along better with people who I didn't see than people who lived next door to me, people I saw in class, people I did projects with, etc. etc. Oddly e...
by BrokenPen
Wed Oct 06, 2010 3:57 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Convincing People You Have Depression
Replies: 16
Views: 7875

In regards to the stigma we all have attached to depression I'm really proud to be a part of trying to disipate it! I am part of a group that is going into schools and talking to kids about mental health awareness and the stigma that surrounds it. It's our second year but I have 4 presentations com...
by BrokenPen
Wed Oct 06, 2010 3:56 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Grades: A Measure of Self-worth?
Replies: 15
Views: 6965

I'm trying not to. But I keep looking at my situation and how bleak it is.

Nearly 30 years old, never had a job, and the only thing I'm even mildly good at, no one wants or needs anymore.

How does one go through that without becoming addicted to something?
by BrokenPen
Wed Oct 06, 2010 3:06 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Being Stood Up
Replies: 10
Views: 4377

crystalgaze wrote:Still... Don't give up! You don't sound like a bad person....


If only others felt the same way. At least those that I see and speak to face-to-face.
by BrokenPen
Wed Oct 06, 2010 1:01 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Grades: A Measure of Self-worth?
Replies: 15
Views: 6965

If you did your best, then don't bother with that person. If you did what you could, even though it was not 'your best' or 'perfect', then you did what you could, & the only thing to do is to try to improve. Please don't let anyone make you feel less than a person. Grades are just grades. Peopl...
by BrokenPen
Tue Oct 05, 2010 6:13 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Being Stood Up
Replies: 10
Views: 4377

I'm sorry to hear that, but have you been able to find out what 'exactly' creeped her out in the 1st place? Has anyone ever said what it was??? I believe that there will be someone that WON'T leave you hanging like that. Please don't give up. That's the thing they all say that to me but they never ...
by BrokenPen
Tue Oct 05, 2010 1:08 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Grades: A Measure of Self-worth?
Replies: 15
Views: 6965

Grades: A Measure of Self-worth?

Recently, I had been taking this fairly difficult class and I had gotten back my first paper and had gotten a 67 on it with a lot of comments that I thought were rather scathing. "1 source? 4 are required! Why not just turn in these pages from the source as your report?!" Then there's the ...

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