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Well, i'm on my way of maybe becoming manipulative, thankfully i still have my shame which stops me from going into deeper. Depression, it was just me getting knocked down to the ground and with me lying down til now. I've realized that i could Stand up, slowly getting up, slowly. The experience i b...

will i to felt happiness for a moment. Til' it came to me so i went back. The problem lies in secret. tis it hard to find my solution.

I want you to feel pain, to think about pain , to accept pain, to know Pain. It hurts even though it hurts this blazing fire inside of me wants to get out, seeking a moment to take over, trapped but can escape. The monster inside of me, deep down in the darkness, whn can i get out?. hhhhhhhuhh, this...

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Hello xn728.

It's a about time for me to rise.

Enough of this weeping sorrow despise thing for me.

Time for me to Kick-Ass.

I know how to walk in the darkness, now. I used to kept falling not knowing what i stumbled upon, but I walk now. just a beginning.

WHY, why? this is just gonna go on, taste is gone, vision starting to lose the light, darkness is evading me, i'll rest, the shadows come, welcoming me, Hello there, you'll be lunch, now to wield my sword which i have sharpened. Going Berserk pain fear holds me hesitant. i hate it, i've shut my eyes...

Empathy. I'm not really good with people, all sorts of different ones standing there looking at me, judging me, "Must be a sad person". Although they are different we are the same and you know it, situations, making the decision, dealing with stuff, we all have emotions and that is where I...

well, i'm went with education, let's just say it depends on you. Make the right choice

hello, just feel really down, about to break loose, but what will that do, deep down, i really am afraid, hoping that i'll be me, not some stranger. I know that i'll have to be strong, stronger than all of you if i continue this path, not to get cut down,., i hate being alone, i also hate being so h...

Your right, nothing happy. Well, i don't have a visitor, i think. Or it's just watching me. Heard a giggle out of nowhere. I have these ideas but i do have my dark side. I feel bad because of it. Well, maybe i'll embrace it, now. Can't have two masters. one will despise another. DArk Light. Hello. F...

I feel you, computer can get really frustrating, I usually Google my problem.

Posting is really good, but it's still there. I think alot not in words but feelings, i think. I still do have to feed the thing. With sin.

Have a nice day, and smile

Well, felt like crying, had a really sad face the whole day. :( Like that. This happened to me, a punk came to me demanding money or any valuables, I was shocked, i wasn't going to give it to him. Waited for about 2 minutes, still demanding, "bring it" gave a thought.Then, used the negativ...

Good for you

Oh, that's it, I feel at ease in the darkness now, after such suffering. Yes, I do see the candle lit but I know how to lit my candle which burnt out. You know when I lit my candle, it visited me. Since the light was there. I was engulfed in fear by it's presence. It took me all my strength just to ...

Goodnight and sleep dreams.