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Have never been close to my parents at all. I believe my father has a lot of the same problems and so while living with him all of that time he never really tried to talk to me. My mother is kind of normal but still I never have talked to her and she reallybdoesnt know anything about me. A couple of...

Not sure how to even start. I am a 35yr old male and have had depression my entire life or at least since around 6 or so. Beyond depression I have had severe social anxiety/phobia to the point where I have never made a friend or had an actual conversation my entire life. I dropped out of school in 9...