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I really appreciate both of your prospectives maybe I should get in church on some level atleast to start. I just need to clear something up the children I have with my wife are from a previous marriage Ive been in there life since they were 3 and 5 and they are 15 and 18 now there my boys maybe not...

Not sure how this works honestly doesn't really matter I was just looking for a place to get my thoughts out without someone trying to talk me down or make me feel like I have so much to live for. Im a husband and a father those are the only things I live for. Ive dealt with depression my whole life...