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by Orchaid Lover
Fri Nov 29, 2019 7:01 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: my fear
Replies: 2
Views: 294

Re: my fear

I'm sorry you're struggling so much. College is really difficult. I however don't think that it'll be the best years of your life. At 19 there's still so much out there for you to do. Right now it may be hard, but one day when you're doing something you love, whether it's architecture or something e...
by Orchaid Lover
Thu Nov 14, 2019 12:25 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Thanks
Replies: 0
Views: 102

Thanks

So I just made another post about some of the more negative things going on in my life and I started looking through my older post. Despite everything I'm actually at a pretty good point in my life and I just wanted to say thanks to everyone on the site who, when I was at a low and feeling worthless...
by Orchaid Lover
Thu Nov 14, 2019 12:05 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Trying to be happy
Replies: 0
Views: 109

Trying to be happy

So it's been a while since I've posted anything and I'm not really looking for replies. I kind of just needed a place to air out some of my feelings. So I was dating this girl for a couple months and she dumped me with a text message. A day later she tried to text me again and I told her to leave me...
by Orchaid Lover
Sun Aug 19, 2018 11:46 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Broken
Replies: 2
Views: 1573

Broken

So I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for a really long time. I've been to therapy, I've been put on medications, the whole nine yards. And to be honest... I'm tired. I'm just so, so tired of trying to deal with it, handle everything in my life. I feel liked there's this enormous weight, ...
by Orchaid Lover
Mon Jul 02, 2018 3:54 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Me
Replies: 2
Views: 1056

Re: Me

How are you doing?
by Orchaid Lover
Mon Jul 02, 2018 3:50 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Could Use Some Help
Replies: 7
Views: 2437

Re: Could Use Some Help

It sucks when it's a sibling who's abusing you because people always respond with "Siblings fight" and say that it's normal. I still struggle to cope with it and honestly a part of me is still scared of my brother. I know that he'll never land a hand on me again because I'm able to fight b...
by Orchaid Lover
Mon Jul 02, 2018 3:46 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: ANXIETY,PANICAL ATTACKS AND HIGH STRESS LEVELS IN MY LIFE-help me please
Replies: 7
Views: 2225

Re: ANXIETY,PANICAL ATTACKS AND HIGH STRESS LEVELS IN MY LIFE-help me please

Alexandra321, you can PM me whenever. I'm really glad you've talked to your friend. I've seen doctors and therapists and been put on medication but honestly if it weren't for my two best friends I wouldn't be here and doing as well as I am right now. Having someone that I'm close with and can share ...
by Orchaid Lover
Mon Jul 02, 2018 3:39 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Normal...
Replies: 4
Views: 1789

Re: Normal...

So I'm actually doing a bit better. my friends had started to notice that I wasn't doing so well and made me talk to them. I'm no longer seeing a therapist and I'm trying to get off my medication. I'm overall pretty okay it's just every once in a while I hit some lows and it helps me to kind of air ...
by Orchaid Lover
Fri Apr 27, 2018 10:49 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Could Use Some Help
Replies: 7
Views: 2437

Re: Could Use Some Help

I honestly have trouble opening up to people in general. Growing up with an abusive older brother when ever I tried to go to my parents for help they ignored me and the problem so I guess I just stopped trying to get help from others. Now it's been so long that keeping everything bottled up is kind ...
by Orchaid Lover
Thu Apr 19, 2018 9:16 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: ANXIETY,PANICAL ATTACKS AND HIGH STRESS LEVELS IN MY LIFE-help me please
Replies: 7
Views: 2225

Re: ANXIETY,PANICAL ATTACKS AND HIGH STRESS LEVELS IN MY LIFE-help me please

Honestly, dealing with school and depression sucks. The best the that has happened to me in a long time was graduating school last year. It's stressful and all you want to do is never go back there again, as least it was like that for me. I know that doesn't really work as advice but honestly the mo...
by Orchaid Lover
Thu Apr 19, 2018 9:09 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Could Use Some Help
Replies: 7
Views: 2437

Could Use Some Help

So I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for a long time. I've posted on her a few times, usually when I'm having a really hard time and I need to vent. I have a really hard time talking to people about my... difficulties. I'm not really the kind of ask for help person. So how do I let someo...
by Orchaid Lover
Sun Apr 08, 2018 9:28 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Normal...
Replies: 4
Views: 1789

Normal...

I have been depressed for a long time, honestly I don't even know what it's like to be anything else. Every time I thing I'm getting better something happens that reminds me that I'm not. I didn't exactly have the best home situation growing up. My older brother has anger issues and basically just t...
by Orchaid Lover
Fri Dec 15, 2017 4:01 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Seems like a waste
Replies: 3
Views: 1531

Re: Seems like a waste

Hey Unblockeddarksol, (I like your username by the way). It sounds like, to me, that you may have some social anxiety that kind of makes a bit socially awkward. Social media can make it easier to communicate with people in a way you wouldn't or couldn't in person. You definitely don't come off as a ...
by Orchaid Lover
Thu Dec 14, 2017 5:03 am
Forum: Family and Friends of People Living with Depression
Topic: Is seeing friends good for depression?
Replies: 3
Views: 3264

Re: Is seeing friends good for depression?

Speaking as someone who suffers from depression, it's a hard situation. And it's even harder to convince someone to seek help if they don't feel ready. I'll be honest the only reason I got help was because I'd hit rock bottom and tried to kill myself. For someone in that situation who's family is le...
by Orchaid Lover
Thu Dec 14, 2017 4:51 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Self-Loathing
Replies: 1
Views: 2564

Self-Loathing

Hi. So I usually post about depression but I decided that I could really use some advice on this. It was pointed out to me by a close friend a few months ago that I'm very negative towards myself and that while I'm forgiving towards most others when it comes to me and my mistakes or what I perceive ...

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