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I feel as though I'm not worthy of happiness, or of life really. I just can't get that thought out of my mind. It was brainwashed into me as a child. My mom would always tell me I'm worthless, a pos, lazy just like my dad, fat even though I was 5'7 and 125lbs. My confidence is diminished completely....

Polo - it is definitely really really difficult to wear a mask in front of my kids. It's even harder when the people who "care" don't see the mask and think everything is okay. Specter - narcissistic people are hidden evils. Seriously. I can't wait to leave this place so I can cut her off ...

Thanks specter, the people are not very supportive actually. Maybe that would make it easier. My mom's bipolar so there is no help or understanding there. More so narcissistic and cruel. And things with my boyfriend are becoming better. We will see.

So I have no idea what to say so I may babble! I'm a 26 year old woman. I do not work. I have 2 daughters. A hard working, loving, boyfriend. We live at my mom's in a small beautiful suburb. I suffer severe depression and anxiety. I see a therapist weekly. And i try to help myself with essential oi...