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Hey, so this kind of made me cry. I'm gonna have a surgery... cardiac catheterization was it? I can't believe I don't know. XD But, its pretty much a test to see if I have a problem with my heart. AND IM REALLY SCARED. really 5x scared. But I'm also scared of dying, so I hope I can be as strong as y...

Piling up your anger only worsens how you feel. I have always done that. And look at how I turned up to be? I became depressed and self-harmed myself. It never passes, It just gets worse.

I feel horrible right now. I used to smile my pain away, but now that the only person that ever comforted and made he smile has betrayed me also. We used to be a trio, until 'Sisa' started acting bitchy and ignored us for months. That's when we told her that we didn't want to be friends with her. We...

I'm not going to say stuffs like 'stop, that's not a way to get over your problems' or 'don't hurt yourself, have you ever thought of how the people who care for you will feel?'. BECAUSE I KNOW EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL. When you already feel ugly, worthless and unwanted. And that all you want is appreci...