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Well its hard. Sometimes I even feel like I don't want to be better I just want to dissappear...

I feel a lot like that. When something bad happens I blame that for my feelings. But I realized that when I have every reason to be happy I still feel the same... It's something I can not hide from.

The truth is I don’t like saying that I’ve got a depression. Not because I don’t think I’ve got it, but because is something I realize by myself , because I believe is not something that I’ve got. It’s something that I am. I’m fully convinced I am a depressive person. I went to a psychologist a few ...