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Hi, i just read your other story you wrote before.. Why do you have low iron? is it because ur having heavy menstrual cycle or because you dont eat enough iron? anemia is really annoying.. you get really dizzy and lightheaded, headaches, short of breath, pale (referring to your other story) etc.. yo...

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I can't help but feel lifeless and can't cope with anything in this life. My narcissistic mother has ruined my life and I don't think I can ever be normal in this is life. I'm going to write here some of the thing she did recently that can't help me move on.. She cooks with dairy products all the ti...

same here. I can't really connect with anyone and I think that people find me too weird to have a friendship with I dunno..

I try and try everyday but It can never be enough, I will always end up feeling the same over again.

I have to admit that this is not only a common problem, but one of the toughest. I’m going through this time in my life when nothing seems exciting. Dreams seemed utterly hopeless and useless. Motivation is a hard currency to come by...

i'm really sorry the first thing you should do is go for help. Call a crisis line and explain what is happening. Ask them for help. you need to get professional help from social workers who will get you out of your home immediately. You do not deserve treatment like that. It sounds like your father ...

easier said than done. I dont have that ammount of money to move out...

Hey Ieris and 4EverMe Thank you for your reply I really appreciate your time.. I feel a strong urge of hate and rage towards her, and what my father did to her - she deserves all the pain and that's why I never told her about my fathers cheating.. Most of the time i'm in my room trying to block her ...

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probably because she was never raised by her parents and was raised in catholic school with nuns..i get it that is depressing but shes like this with me only and not my brother. And it was only when my brother, 3 years ago, had twins boys that I realized how dysfunctional my home life had been. The ...

First of all, Hello to both of you and thanks for your reply and time reading my story.

I know that the most common reaction is probably 'i'm speechless' to my story and I get that.. because it's not like you hear something like this often.
I'll try my best coping with her..

All I feel is that I have a constant black cloud surrounding my life. My mother didn’t love me. The truth is, she never cared or had any feelings towards me. As a child I tried my best to impress her, make her proud of me, like me a little. But she was incapable. She wasn’t warm. She never praised. ...