Hey Ieris....thanks for the reply. You seem to have an abundance of wisdom Much appreciated.
Tmrw evening I'll be seeing a counselor for the first time to discuss things...who knows what will come of that but it's is free through work benefits...suppose it can't hurt, right?
Right you are....I guess sometimes I just do things that are a bit short term fun/long term damage, very knowingly. It's an escape, an adrenaline rush, whatever. I'm much better at taking the responsible route now than I used to be. I'm actually seeing a counselor tomorrow evening for the first time...
Believe it or not, your friends telling you that you're being silly is probably the only way that they can think to make your problems vanish. Obviously, this won't work...but if they don't get it, they don't get it. They want the problem gone as much as you do. Sounds like they're fluffing it off, ...
You know, I Googled "best ways to kill yourself" one time (years ago) and I found a website that had all my options laid out for me. Perfect, I thought! Near the end, there is a blurb that makes you completely change your mind about killing yourself at all. Sneaky, eh? Pretty good idea, to...
Ieris - awesome reply. I'd love to just say "what the last guy said." I guess I'll add that I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up! (I'm 25). But I'm also realizing that is less and less important, anyway. Find people you can truly connect with. I think having deep relationshi...
Hey....I get the dreams too. Isn't is bloody annoying when you cannot escape your own misery, not even in your dreams? Ya. Sure is. Anyway. Chin up, soldier. Try some chamomile tea before bed...with honey (good for anxiety). Sounds silly but it truly helps me sleep better. As for the rest....I'm in ...
Hey....hang in there, girl. College is SUCH a stressful time in anyone's life. Anyone. You're also just at a tough age where everything is up in the air. I used to have very bad anxiety in college as well - if you ask me, it's far worse than dealing with the everyday depression. Anyway, I'm really n...
Well, we all have our stories. This is mine thus far. I had a wonderful childhood with an older brother and two loving parents. They did, however, fight a lot. But we lived in a beautiful house in the country, with a dog, cat, abundance of food. It was pretty perfect. I suppose the environment was a...
Hey everyone! My first time being on a forum like this. I'm 25, I've been struggling with depression since I was 13...it's had it's ups and downs, good years and bad. I suppose it's taking an unexpected turn...over the past six months I have felt my thought pattern change completely - like everythin...