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Thanks, it helped being able to talk about it. I want to get a job and get out but its so hard after all that's happened to me. Now I have to live with a serious heart condition and hopes and dreams that have been broken. The feeling of depression and emptiness is so overwhelming, it's so hard to ge...

well i don't really know where to start but i guess i'll start from the beginning. It all started when I was about 10yrs old when my dad decided to leave us (my two brothers younger / older, i'm the middle child lucky me). He left us with no money to buy food to pay bills nothing. We had no idea whe...