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most days i walk through my life in a zombie-like haze...i follow social rules of etiquette...i smile, nod, asks colleagues how things are going...and even "laugh" at the jokes being told...i do this each and every day...it's exhausting... is change even possible?...will these smiles one d...

20 years, huh???...me too...some times i wonder why i even bother...do you think the next 20, 30, 40 years going to be like this???...what's the point after a while?

sorry, that doesn't help at all...but when you posted that number, it really hit home...what a long time to feel like crap

people who feel like they are already living an exhausting nightmare do not care what happens next...we just want the pain and isolation to end there was no mocking from PilgrimChild...perhaps just jealously...because it would be nice to want to wake up each day and try and live a "normal"...