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I always tend to resort to self-harm to ground my self during an emotional meltdown, stressed or quite agitated. The main reason I self-harm is It temporarily keeps me calm then I'm just as stressed/anxious/depressed 10-15 minutes later. :cry: I've tried a few suggestion/methods, but none hav workd.

Too many people look down on me as a degenerate, someone who's completely inferior. :/ Nobody takes me seriously anymore or wants to socially interact with me/hangout since i've been openly Gay. Any solutions I've went about seek counselling and such, but to no success. Im seriously considering just...

@Ieris It's also the physical leverage they obtain over me. *I ignore them* *I get punched and told "Hey bitch pay attention"* Though i am fit, I'm quite timid and shy and have no intentions of getting into a physical or verbal fight. Last time i attempted to retaliate against the bullies....

My boyfriend recently came out of the "closet" His friends decided to seclude him, his mom chose to ignore him and his provincial soccer team coach. is now sitting him for the whole provincials;games,trainings. He doesn't want to talk to anyone/Want any help. last i've heard from his mom, ...

No one helps me

so i don't think anyone here will

The only way out now is suicide…

Everyday i wake up knowing..Just another day of high school. All the shouts of homophobic slurs, hate, disdainful looks. No one cares about me.."Hey theres sean…lets get em to self harm again!"
..no one tries to help.

Maybe i could just slip away
..Just end it.. no one would notice.