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Dear PixieArmy, Thank you for your reply. I do appreciate it. As for what I did to cope with my mom's death....I tried to talk to people, to try and find people to help me through it, but that mostly pushed more friends away. My friends had never gone through anything like that, and they didn't know...

I just registered, literally, a minute ago. The first thing I did was start this topic, because I just really need someone to care. I recently realized that I'm falling into depression, and that terrifies me, because I was suicidal for years until I changed schools, made a wonderful group of friends...