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yes you're right frame, maybe for some people it's need more time or special training to go back to society. But in my case all I know the only way to survive in my environment is just by pretending as someone else, for my whole life I feel like wearing mask, just like hypocrite. Being friendly with...

This is funny but I also had infatuated with celebrity, he's Japanese rocker well you may don't know him, the weird thing is he doesn't even look like a man but actually pretty feminine like woman, and he maybe gay ( just my wish so he won't be with any bitches) or it's only my delusions, lol. but I...

and also thanks for welcoming me satisfy, crazylady17 and 4EverMe for your all respons. My depression makes me thought that I couldn't be anyone's friend, I couldn't fit in anyone's life, coz I'm such a burden, don't you think what kind of person wanted to live with someone who can be sad 24/7 witho...

thank you eloise1974,
well I feel so comfortable by being antisocial, I know it's not right coz we live in society, I wanted to change, but even if I surrounded by the crowd, but I still feel alone, and unconciously isolated myself. you may know how it feels .

thank you all for the response

I'm going to die
in the end of July
I just wish my mother won't cry
or waste the money
for my unnecessary death ceremony
I'm just disgrace of the family
coz I know there's no one will remember me
in their memory
I'm just history
as well as my life just tragedy

dear mother, I'm sorry, I'm not your beautiful daughter anymore I would never be a bride and I would never be a mother to give you grand child Even if one day I'm gonna marry That person might just married my dead body I'm just a shell without a soul Lived in society with a fake smile I used my veil...

hi my names is Robbin I'm 28 years old female and Moslem And I don't know why I'm here I'm not the one who chose my religion it's in my blood since I was born but that's not the source of my depression maybe yes... maybe not... I don't know since when I lost my faith to God I always thought that I'm...

thank you for welcoming glad2beme,
yes I hope so

Hello Greg41, Everytime I heard story about child molester, it feels like my stomach stabbed million times and ripped apart, well it's awaken my own childhood memory. Well I'm 28 now and I can't count how many times I tried to end my life everytimes I feel down or when that humiliation nightmare fla...

dear Natalia, Frame was right, we may have similar problem here. Sometimes I feel content, but most of time I feel sad and depressed. As an introverted person, I know that uncomfortable feelings and anxiety. I don't trust anyone to show my weakness, my sadness, my stupidity, my dirty mind, my secret...

Somehow I know how you felt, the feeling of emptyness, that also happened to me everyday, every second in my life. In my case, I'm stuck in my routine life at my work place. It was ironic. I'm working as customer relation service, I talk to stranger everydays about business. But in real life I have ...

thank you frame, I really appreciated it. yes I hope it's not late to start. I know there's lot of people suffer the same problem like me, but still hide it or pretend to act normally like what I did. I don't know if it's the right choice or wrong. I'm a bipolar, sometimes I feel content and happy b...

hello there, I don't know proper words to introduce myself. My names is Robin, I'm 28 year's old female, I'm new here but I've been struggling with depression and bipolar since I can't remember, maybe since I was a child, there's so many things happened but I won't tell it here since it's a long sto...