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I live in the us in Illinois near Chicago but I don't trust any hotlines truthfully idk y I just don't n I'm losing my stability as well as my willpower

I can't really do that...that would mean I'd have to hide all the scissors and knives and sharpeners which I can't do it'd be too suspicious....my friend jace is pissed at me n my cousin is now doubling my cuts on herself thinking it'll get me to stop....

I cut again....three horizontal cuts with a sharpener blade over veins....idk what to do....I'm addicted....

Thanks for all your support and I take everything u say to heart. I'm glad I found this forum because idk what I'd do without it.the only thing bout it is my family won't buy healthy foods...I've asked for stuff like apples and stuff like that n they say no.

My entire life I've been abused. Mainly emotionally and verbally but occasionally physically. Since I turned 9 I've been very mature cause I had to grow up way too fast to be able to deal with everything....my parents blame me for everything I and my sisters do and only I get punished for it...my en...

Thanks fallen.im glad I'm not the only one who's felt this way....ice always thought I was alone and that it will never get better an will just get worse but you've made me find hope again.i was sexually abused once actually myself so I'm sorry you and your sister ever went through that.if u ever wa...

Actually I don't trust any adults so I can't talk to any of them cause my school as well as my parents have locked me in a mental hospital before....my depression gets worse day by day n I'm getting closer n closer to attempting suicide....

I've recently gone through a tough breakup....my now ex boyfriend(let's just call him nick) has been mean to me since he dumped me.he blames me and expects me to be fine.what happened was me nick an my friend (lets call him jace) were on a group video call. We were all talking about how jaces friend...