Depression Understood Forums

Thanks for your replies. Went to the doctor today. I just took my first valium. 5mg. didnt go to bed till 4am this morning. Have not had any codeine today as yet, but my head is starting to ache. Doc didn't want to give me the valium in case i o.d'd so he only gave me 15 and i have to go back and se...

I have always suffered with depression. Mainly disguised as anger. I have always let people push me around, am too forgiving and generally weak. I fake being strong, but its getting so hard to keep the mask on. The main problem in my life right now is my best friend seems to hate me. And i dont trus...