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You write what I feel.

I've felt this way too....for so long. I don't belong anywhere.....every where I go, I'm an outsider. I can't fit in. :S I go on though, I just wish, I could find a place again where there are others who understand what it's like to feel this way. That's why I'm here.

37 Y Female, married. I've been suffering from depression for about a year, perhaps longer. It is not chemically based depression. I don't have a chemical imbalance, I'm just coping with a life decision I made that I deeply regret and cannot undo. I've had suicidal thoughts daily for at least 6 mont...