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by _Ihatethislife/:
Fri Apr 26, 2013 3:20 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: i give up.
Replies: 3
Views: 2887

i give up.

i know that life isn't easy but nobody ever said it was going to be this hard.. you dont want to be die but you dont want to continue living either. you hurt yourself on the outside trying to kill the monster on the inside. i've lost myself and i cant seem to find my way back, im sorry. but you wont...
by _Ihatethislife/:
Fri Apr 19, 2013 6:32 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: i failed myself. (triggering material)
Replies: 1
Views: 1721

i failed myself. (triggering material)

i couldnt take it anymore.. i just had to self-harm, i had too.. im sorry for being a failure, i really am. i went back to self-harming and i hate myself even more. i dont want to tell my friends or my parents. im scared.. i dont know what to do. im sorry.
by _Ihatethislife/:
Fri Apr 19, 2013 5:48 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: please, HELP ME.
Replies: 4
Views: 3185

please, HELP ME.

i cannot do this anymore. please somebody, anybody please just help me. tell me that everything will be okay, that im going to able to find the light at the end of the tunnel.. i dont belong here. the world and everybody would be much better without me. i need to self-harm.. all i do lately is cry.....
by _Ihatethislife/:
Sat Apr 13, 2013 7:05 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: im tired.
Replies: 2
Views: 2018

im tired.

i swear i cant take this anymore.. the urge to self-harm keeps getting stronger /: im so stupid for believing that i could actually beat my thoughts, beat the voices, and beat my depression. im so stupid & pathetic for thinking that i was stronger.. /: im so worthless, i swear i cant do anything...
by _Ihatethislife/:
Fri Apr 12, 2013 5:15 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: great day gone to waste.
Replies: 3
Views: 2463

great day gone to waste.

today was so amazing.. it was perfect and now i feel all depressed again, i dont understand why this always happens to me. i was happy, smiling & laughing. and now all i want to do is self-harm, the urge to self-harm is still there. ah, i hate this -.- .
by _Ihatethislife/:
Wed Apr 10, 2013 2:15 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: i hate myself..
Replies: 1
Views: 1598

i hate myself..

I HATE MYSELF. I HATE MYSELF. I HATE MYSELF. Why do i have to be so worthless? why am i such a failure? suicide is the answer,right? yes. i've lost myself, and i cant seem to find my way back.. im asking for help, but i feel helpless. im sorry, i just cant take all this sadness anymore, im sorry,
by _Ihatethislife/:
Wed Apr 10, 2013 1:43 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: im trying.
Replies: 0
Views: 1213

im trying.

well im really trying again.. but its just so hard to pretend that you have everything planned and that you know what you're doing when deep down you're super confused & scared.. i have to keep that inside because my boyfriend just wants me to be happy, so i'll pretend.. the only person who real...
by _Ihatethislife/:
Wed Apr 03, 2013 8:59 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Maybe..
Replies: 2
Views: 1893

Maybe..

maybe im a failure.. maybe i believe to much and then let my own self down /: maybe things wont get better but maybe one day they will. Maybe,ITS TIME TO CHANGE.. who knows. once again i have let myself down. should i just give up? or keep holding on? everything was turning out perfect, i wasnt self...
by _Ihatethislife/:
Fri Mar 29, 2013 1:42 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Im back..
Replies: 2
Views: 1873

Im back..

Well you guys, i havent been on here for a while. but thats only because things are actually getting for me! im starting to believe and have hope again, im starting to realize that suicide is not the answer. that i have to believe and have hope! YOU ARE NOT ALONE. There is always somebody that loves...
by _Ihatethislife/:
Mon Mar 18, 2013 4:57 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: i dont know how much longer i can handle feeling like this..
Replies: 1
Views: 1714

i dont know how much longer i can handle feeling like this..

I hate this.. I don't know how much longer I can handle it /: I haven't cut in like 2 weeks but it seems so long. I miss my blade, I miss how it used to feel when I would press it against my skin. I feel like NOBODY is there for me.. im tired of being depressed, im tired of pretending that im happy,...
by _Ihatethislife/:
Wed Mar 13, 2013 5:25 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Im Sorry .
Replies: 4
Views: 8115

Im Sorry .

Dear parents, im sorry for being such a disappointment. im sorry i cant make good enough grades. im sorry i cant live up to your expectations. im sorry im not the daughter you would have liked to have.. im sorry im such a failure. ; Dear friends, im sorry if i start to distance myself from you guys ...
by _Ihatethislife/:
Wed Mar 13, 2013 5:17 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Help ? /:
Replies: 2
Views: 2310

Help ? /:

You're sitting alone in your room, you start thinking.. you continue thinking , well you start over-thinking. you start to see blurry, tears start rolling down your eyes /: you see your blade, you go and grab it, press it down against your skin. You start to feel relieved suddenly you realize what y...
by _Ihatethislife/:
Wed Feb 27, 2013 9:05 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: why cant i be strong? why am i so weak?..
Replies: 2
Views: 1785

yes, like you said its like a battle but honestly I don't know how longer I can deal with all of this.. its slowly taking over me and im scared. I want to keep on going, but then again why shouldn't I just give up? and the urge to cut gets worst day by day. I just feel like I have to cut myself. but...
by _Ihatethislife/:
Wed Feb 27, 2013 9:00 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Honestly don't know what to do
Replies: 1
Views: 1500

I know exactly how you feel. all of your pain is taking control over you, all those problems .. ofcourse you're going to start pushing people away. and yes, I might not know you but I bet that you're beautiful and amazing. don't worry to much about what others think about you, even though yes I know...
by _Ihatethislife/:
Wed Feb 27, 2013 6:41 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: why cant i be strong? why am i so weak?..
Replies: 2
Views: 1785

why cant i be strong? why am i so weak?..

I feel so alone. not even my close friends can tell if something is wrong with me or not.. they see a smile, a laugh and they all think that everything is fine with me. that things have gotten better. but no, im so weak.. im afraid that things just wont get any better. I wish I was strong. But im so...

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