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Wayne,

I am sorry to hear your story. No one should suffer that way. I hope that you are seek a medical professional and that they help you find relief.

SPL

I'm a career who has spent his entire life chasing accomplishments - career, 2x Ironman triathlete. I could blame my overbearing parents, but my OCD Personality has a lot to do with it. I've felt very alone for years - haven't had a relationship in 8 yrs - and as I turn 36 and all of my friends are ...

Your story certainly shows that you are in a difficult situation. I recommend that you develop a plan to take care of yourself. You need something to keep your mind entertained with tasks and hobbies. Find a counselor or consider the local DBSA Chapter. I agree that in your current state, you aren't...