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i like games- or anything computer related. shes gonna take my stuff away.

which is ridiculous. didnt even do anything wrong

So yesterday i got in trouble at school. They are sending me to alternative school. really i should only get detention. anyway now in addition to having no friends- and having to worry about graduating (senior year), my mom is going to ground me indef. she doesnt care that i need an escape. she does...

No, i did not add, or change any meds.
I did nothing abnormal.

i was just having a decent day, and then *slam*, it was all coming back.

im tired of this- i really wish i could break this.
even on a good day, i dont really find myself enjoying life.
if anything, its more of a tolerance.

I was doing so well, and then today it hit me really hard. i almost didnt make it.

anyone got any tips?

I'm trying my best not to be arrogant but if a professional counselor isn't able to handle your story, then how did he or she get to be a professional?????????? Dont ask me, but the session that i mentioned anything to him about what i'd been through - well, he never showed up for another session.

St8arrow- i dont think anyone at my school wants to help me.

And anyone i have told in person (INCLUDING PROFESSIONAL COUNSELORS) either haven't been able to handle it, or they tried their best, and it seemed to help, but it didnt.

Thanks guys. But there are still things i havent posted up here. Its really hard to cope.

But i will tell some of it. I should probably begin with my age. Im 17 years old. My real dad decided to leave me and my mom when i was 2 or 3. Soon after i started school, my mom met someone who started my suffering. This guy was really bad. He abused me and my mom, verbally, physically, and- at le...