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Just hearing "you are not alone" makes me feel a little better. I have carried the weight of the world for so long and I have been all alone while doing so. How have I been able to fool people? No one suspects how I feel. Does this mean I'm not really depressed? I didn't think you could hi...

Thanks for responding. I tried the chat room and it was too overwhelming. I think it's too late to talk to anyone. Maybe if I had tried it years ago it would have helped. I take an antidepressant and that used to be enough to help me but not now.

I never knew what i was feeling was depression. I'm still not sure. All I know is I have made such a mess of my life that I'm not sure if I can continue. I can fake being normal just enough to get by, so most people have no idea how I feel inside. i feel like my inside is a black rotting hole, but o...