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I am new to this beast named Depression. So, I thought it was gone, the last couple of days, I have been feeling pretty good, I am taking my meds and even sleeping. Unfortunately, tonight about 9pm, I felt it coming. It started with the sensation of me wanting to crawl out of my skin, then I wanted ...

I hate having thoughts that i know in my rational mind, I would never think. For example, the wanting to get up and go walking outside in the middle of the night or the thought of screaming. Where do these thoughts come from. They are not proactive and wont help. So, why wont they go away.

Well, I must admit that after getting some sleep, I am feeling a lil better but I still have that ill feeling. You know that, I cant quiet put my finger on it feeling. I will be so happy to see my Psychiatrist next week so that I can get a handle on these feelings. In the meantime, I am looking into...

I was raised by anxious and dominant women. My grandmother had what they called, in her day, a nervous breakdown. So, I have always be high strung and on edge...no biggie. Well, I have Rhuematiod Arthritis(great genetics), and last March I got hurt at work. So I have been battling RA and the injury....