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So far I'm seeing a counsellor and the only support groups that fit with my schedule will start next month. I'm taking cylexa atm and just trying to plough through my schoolwork.

TL;DR: 19yo priveledged college kid hates life so far Just now, I woke up in the middle of the night. I feel sick and there's a knot in my throat and I can hear loud talking and laughing from the kitchen. My roommates seem to be having a good time with university and I am not. It made me so sad I wa...