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i dont think im ready to get help... i got so messsued up on the weekend.. im never going to change..

i dontt think im doing the right thing... i don tknow.

All my friends were hammered and being idiots tonight. I came home and headed straight for the pills. I'm pathetic. Thinking I'm doing so well by not drinking with them, this is so much worse. What you said makes sense kutsuu84, but I don't want to make new friends.. I don't even know what to do sob...

My father is an alcoholic. I figured it out when I was 13 and started stealing booze that summer. Got myself into some trouble. Police chased my friends and I driving under the influence and without a driver's license, vandalized our school, passed out in very inconvenient places.. and I could go on...