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i dont no how get rid of it, ive tried therapy, i continue to change myself as if im going to get noticed by him. I feel i live for him each day in hope it will go bk to how it was and i will b happy again.

its great that uv taken the time to help me, im reli greatful.
id have to go to my doctors tho wudnt i, n i hate it casue its like he doesnt even listen to me and i cant tlk to him propely bout m problems.

ive tried cbt and anti depressants nthing seems to wrk. Ive ran out of solutions.

i feel like a nothin, like im dead on the inside. sumtimes sumthin lil will make me laugh n distract me from how i feel but then wht i feel gets a lil more worse becaue im frustrated i cant make myself better. How do i get over heartbreak? thats all i want to now. People say time, but its been two y...

ive bein tryin to move on for two years now n nothin wrks i still do have contact a lil i jus cnt seem to push myself to get rid, i kind of feel like i ned him to live.

ur really hard on your self, nothing i say will help i no tht. But people will always see u in a different way as u see urself. maybe ask them around them how they see u?

Ive only read a few of peoples stories on here. I feel like i shoudnt write casue they need more help n deserve it more than me, that hey have real reasons to be down and depressed. Mine all started a year ago, when my ex bf left me. he was my bf of two years, n we lived together too. He was everyth...