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Every night before I fall asleep, (which takes hours, cause my mind is racing with all the thoughts of the day) I hope that I do not wake up. You see I am haunted by people who asked for help and never got it. And the feeling to die is stronger, than the feeling to live. For Christmas I asked Santa ...

Thank you I will check it out. It wasn't a poem its a feeling of still hurting. The words are the lyrics from the song superman by five for fighting.

I can’t stand to fly I’m not that naive I’m just out to find The better part of me I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane More than some pretty face beside a train It’s not easy to be me Wish that I could cry Fall upon my knees Find a way to lie About a home I’ll never see It may sound absurd....

A place to crash, Ive got you. No need to ask, I've got you. What is weird about it, it is where I've been. Mad about it I've just figured it out in my head. I'm proud to say I've got you if you want me too.

Thank you for understand. I thought it was a PTSD forum site, and was I missed led. No one want to listen just gripe. Even about what They didn't post. I had DU up and a couple of other websites tabbed. Either my cats hit the touch screen or I hit the wrong tab, and I was pee'd off at the time and d...

Please forgive me. This was to be posted on another site that was a bunch of A8ses

So far everyone here has understood me.

Thank you,
sorry again.

I needed at place to run too and i need to ask if you got me.............. Good bye

Thank you all and happy Hoildays

I am, after the 1st of the year going to find someone to talk too.

Thank you all.

Thank you warmsoul and trackingintothewind for your kind words. I am surely not looking for praise for the work I did. I worked there because I had a gift. I was able to think on my feet. Able to remember where the last EMT or Fire Truck was located to have them respond the fastest. We dispatched fo...

I do not see them now. At one time there were there, but have been lost somewhere now.

Now it seems for every bad one I need one hundred good ones to make up for it.

This is something that started AFTER I retired.

Thank you for your Kind words.

In 1973 I got a tour of the place where, when someone needed help they called. This was before 911 Then in 1984 I got the chance of a life time. I was hired to help people who needed help. For the last 26 years I worked as a Fire Dispatcher/911. I have been retired for a year now. Well the first ten...