Depression Understood Forums

in reply to crystal gaze, i definitely do get that where its like i can rarely be happy or ever be happy for any solid amount of time, but it is different from what i meant :/ however, i did not meant to imply that there isn't some part of me that wants to get better because ther most definitely is,...

thanks for replying it feels good to know im not alone

If you have/had depression, do/did you have this feeling of "wanting" to feel bad? Probably a good question for the doctor, but i always wonder if other people feel like this sometimes. im not saying its right, because it definitely isn't, but there is a part of me that feels so good to fe...