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Its the fact of telling them things. i'm not a very open person. I hate being centre of attention. It a bit hard to tell my mum to stop treating me differently because she doesn't realise it and it would hurt her to realise that she is treating me differently. yeah i do St John cadets and work fullt...

Thanks to the 2 of you, sorry I haven't said anything for a while. I went to the doctor, Went with a coverup (migranes) managed to tell her what i think was causing it and now I have my first appontment with a counsellor on wednesday. Waiting once again. today i decided to type out the history behin...

I made an appointment with my doctor and I am now freaking out. i think im going to cancel it. I have to wait until monday.

last time i asked if it was confidential they said yes. but still they told. I went to my school counsellor (when I was at school last year) next minute the teachers knew and so did my friends. I don't want sympathy which is what people tend to give. I have no trust in anyone because of it (the symp...

But thats the thing. Im so scared to talk to someone because im scared that everyone will find out. see here no one knows me. I don't know what to say when I go see a counsellor. I was thinking of going to the doctors but I dont know what to say.

Recently my past has begun to catch up on me. I use to talk to a nurse (a friend of my mums - he was a psych nurse). I have never talked about anything to anyone ever since i found out he had told my mum everything. My parents seperated the day after my 13th birthday. I didn't see my Dad at all on m...