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Thanks for the warm words. Dreadful dreams such as people dying is normal to me and I kept seeing them. I fear I might one day lose my mind and harm someone dear to me. I'd also had some trouble breathing recently and I once thought that if heart attack would've strike, I'd let myself go which would...

I just realized how impossible it is trying to be a responsible person. And of course, trying to be a good son ... but it's just too hard that you feel like throwing everything away and begin life anew somewhere. I'm from an average family which could not afford college fees but I have a relative wh...