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Hi waiting, Sorry I have not been to the forums in a while. Actually, I sort of had bad day yesterday. Just didnt feel good, just one of those days where you just want to lay down under a blanket. Which is what I did for most of the day. I think living with myself is the challenge of everyday. Im an...

Hi waiting, thank you very much for the reply and the support. Maybe I will catch you in the chat room sometime?

Havent been coming around as often. I dont know, doesnt seem like this room helps me much anymore. Maybe cause Im not doing my share of the supporting, which is fair to say. Ive been withdrawing from most things in my life. Id rather not talk to anyone throughout the day, dont talk to friends anymor...

I feel so horrible today. ITs one of those days where I just cannot stand it. I am completely helpless. There is no one to help. There is nothing to help. I hate this feeling, i hate my self...ohh god, what am i going to do..

Thats a tough spot to be in. I know it. I think you have to just ask yourself is it worth seeing your father or not. How does your ex act in your presence? Can you avoid him.....Can you find out ahead of time when he will be at your fathers, and just agree to go there when he is not there. Maybe you...

That darkness becomes a very familiar place butterfly. It is almost a comfort because you know exactly what to expect, it becomes comfortable. you know you dont like it and it is painful, but you almost welcome it because its what you know. and its sometimes easier to give in to the darkness, let it...

Im sorry sunrise. The good thing is that you are young and you have your whole life ahead of you. You can make this a new starting point. Build your life from where you are today. You will always have support from people here. So here's to a new beginning....

COACH

I have a fear of death. I am just sooo scared to die. Sometime it keeps me up at night, I think about it often. Im afraid to get old, Im not sure what Im afraid of actually....I guess just the feeling of your last seconds....what is going to happen next. I wish I didnt have this fear...

I did lose it. This happened like last week.

I actually was getting into it again. I was hyping myself up, trying to get excited. I decided to take a small group of kids called the middle distance runners and coach them individually. I was getting psyched, getting myself going, thinking this could be it....the motivation that I lost. I can do ...

Thanks Jen.

Thanks (((Jeanie))), thats means alot to me. hope to catch you soon in the room...



COACH

Sometimes Im afraid to talk about how I feel because I know that there are people who are worse off then me. Here I am whining because I feel down for no reason. Maybe I dont have a right to speak because there are things I should be happy about. Maybe I should be knocked on my other side and given ...

Im feeling kind of down tonight, dont know why. I have to go out soon, but Id rather sit and stare at the wall. I slept a little too much today...maybe that got me off to a bad start..I just want to be alone forever and not have to worry about ANYTHING!! Just want to be left alone....

Its like a cloud that comes down. Its a blanket that smothers me til I cant see. There is no direction, Pretty soon my senses are dull, my feelings are numb, and I realize I am trapped.