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My girlfriend of 3 years has bpd.2 days ago i kinda stood up for myself and said i wasnt going to let her yell at me anymore.She didnt like that and hung up.i tried calling her back multiple times to no avail.She then texted me and said we dont love each other anymore which really upset me and then ...

*update* Well,grandpa passed away and now i feel like i'm spiraling.I'm back to smoking weed heavily,missing days on my paxil.Completely quit taking the trazodone.I was the one that found him.Went to check on him like do every morning and his chest wasn't moving.That image is seared into my brain.An...

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Bear with me and if anyone takes the time to read this,thank you.My names Jeff.I'm 38 years old. I've had a lot of trauma in my life.I know a lot of people have trauma in their lives but since i was a kid things have been hard and i've never gotten help or talked to a proffesional about any of it.It...