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I don't think I've ever felt this lonely in my entire life.... Granted, it isn't that long, but....I don't know what in the world to do anymore. I feel hopeless and helpless. I really am as lost as a human being can be. I don't think I want to die, but it seems to be the only solution I can think of...

Hello! I don't know what to say...I'm in a bad place again and I feel like nothing honestly. I feel nothing too. It's always so strange. I am aware that this comfort of my room is what keeps me from getting better but I don't have the guts to stop being comfortable. The sun doesn't help either, I fr...

Uni starts tomorrow, and what a coincidence, my birthday is tomorrow as well. In 15 minutes, actually, and I already feel awful. My grandma called yesterday to wish me a happy birthday because she wanted to be the first, my parents called today and some of their friends wished me a happy birthday as...

I don't know how I explain this in a way that it makes sense. So, I've always had this thing. When I get really tired, I kind of get sleep drunk. I think that's the best way to put it. Wither I wake up and I do really stupid stuff, like, I fought with my sister once because she turned the tv up and ...

Welp...I don't know what to say...my birthday is a week away and I can already feel how I'll cry. I've been alone since Tuesday, one of my roommates got back yesterday. In the past week, I realised how peaceful it is to leave alone. It's lonely, but I feel that way even when I'm around people so... ...

Hi! Wanted to let you know I saw your post and feel free to pm me. I think you can do that, right? I don't know if I have to have so setting on. You were right, it is weird...I mean, the pain fron two years ago kind of dissipated... I don't remember him much anyway and hate myself for it. Speaking o...

Thanks so much for replying, I just got a bit anxious and panicked for a little. I'm in a weird place right now, because all that too emotional and crying non stop subsided and I'm numb, I guess. More than usual. I also get these random bursts of energy late at night and it's messing with my head. B...

I hope you're still there, reading. I know I said I don't really need an answer and I'm sorry for going back on what I said but it really helps when you're replying and I hate that I put this on you because I am and I hate myself most because I do this... My grandma called today and asked me if I'm ...

It's currently 9:25 a.m. and I'm supposed to be studying because I have two exams today, but I just want ut to be over and cone hone and sleep. Anyway, I'm writing this because I saw someone say that they think of themselves as the "floater friend", like you're not a stable part of someone...

Don't get me wrong i love late night thoughts, they pretty much keep me going but I also hate them because here I am, at 4 a.m., crying because I miss being the little girl who followed ger cousin everywhere because she was so cool. I miss my other cousin's hug because he would pick me up and make m...

Hi! Let me tell you, I giggled when you mentioned Beetlejuice, because he's one of my favourite characters in movie history. I don't know why honestly, but i had this period of time when I just went around singing that song and just mumbling Beetlejuice, Beetlejuice over and over again:) Actually, I...

Thank you again, for being so kind and so patient, also for the private message option! But I don't mind sharing on here, I actually had no idea that people were seeing this, let alone so many, maybe the help you're giving me reaches them too. I actually read what I posted earlier and I can't believ...

Why does this hurt so much? I've been studying so much for the past 12 years, I've had such good grades, almost perfect by the time I finished high school. I tried so so much and now I can't stand the thought of actually trying and that leads to me getting mediocre grades in college and I realised t...

Well, I "resolved" the issue with that friend. Meaning that she sees nothing wrong with our situation. That's good, I think. I don't know. I'm questioning myself a lot these days, I don't seem to have the right approach to anything. My head's all jumbled up... Why don't I just disappear?...

Hello! For starters, you really did help. If only my parents would make the effort to understand....but I realized now that actually, I don't really know if I want them to understand. I mean...there is no reason for them to. As long as I can get out of school in one piece and secure something for my...