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I had a odd day, my only friend in the world & meself aren't friends anymore. He did a horrible thing & am not gonna be his friend no more, so has been a sad down day for me in 1 aspect.. But in the other aspect, i feel a tad empowered, stood up for what i deem right & proper, cost me my...

Thankya :) Been awhile since made the topic, and am sorta at the stage you described (((muggybear))) Still try to establish contact here and there but never works so am at that stage :) They aren't worth the trouble, aren't worth the time, and most surely not worth dying over. Am very glad didn't do...

Thankya Tacking :) Heh, was wise words, very helpful :) I think i agree, i tried to help out, she did a very bad thing to a rather huge amount of innocent people but i did help out because knew she needed it, but then i got muddled in my own brain. Helped her but then she hurt me more afterward and ...

I wanna be brief for lotsa reasons, but here we are: Without leaving too much out there, i always been sorta 'green' bit niave and overtrusting. In january 2009 i started a friendship with someone, who became my partner, then my worst nightmare, then my friend, then my partner, then my worst nightma...

Catching a glimpse of yourself in the mirror randomly is always a good scope of where your at, you're of guard when that glimpse is caught and it captures how you feel in that moment. Some days i don't eat or sleep much or any and i look and feel like a corpse, all pale and unhealthy. Skin always sh...

Heya ^^ Heh, well after made that post i had a glass (or 3) of wine and some grub and calmed down a bit :lol: Ta nice words, yeah i sorry aswell 'cos thought might be onto a winner with it but nah not gonna be a long term thing. I don't think a person should do a job or something that they are despe...

So yeah, i walked out today.. :S Had enough, don't care if they fire me tomorrow, sod them. They said to me yesterday to come in at 10 and me and my colleage would undergo training with my manager. So, i come in at 10, woman says "oh i don't need you till half 1 love".. so it costs almost ...

Hiya :) Thankya nice words, was super sweet reply that, made me feel nice :) Just finished Day 3, still not too keen but when went there yesterday it turns out i was doing a job that legally i can't do! I'm not trained for the role i got assigned, nor do i even have a CRB check (i believe that's wha...

It was a unmitigated disaster :( I had alot of nerves beforehand, full of apprehension & it showed inside and out. I am really bad in groups, big or small, in big groups i get overwhelmed and need be alone for a bit 'cos get freaked out and claustrophobic & in small groups i feel uneasy and ...

Had the weirdest day, feeling weird, very weird. My morning was non-existent because i slept really late (weird because one my few enjoyments a life is being up early and going outside with me wine and playing with the birds in me garden): Then got weirded, i 'forgot' maybe, forgot to eat.. all day,...

Heh (^_^)

Yush, good
Made me laugh

That and i just scoffed the biggest bag a choccies in all the land ^^
Am k now, go up & down alot during the day, but yush, feel alright

Heya, thanks nice words. Yeah yesterday was a tad better, today was probably the hardest day since my brother passed, hardest day for 5 months today. Incredibly trying day. One those days you can't seem to stop crying. Vulnerable as hell. Think i wallow, dunno why when am sad i put on depressive mus...

Heya, little better than yesterday, so cross yesterday. Bit calmer now. Will search around for the book you recommended, don't contribute anything to society because i can't get employment so will have plenty of time to read and such ^^ Do have two interviews next week though, won't get them but meh...

To anything, generalized. I got a topic going on someplace else on the forums and am just sort of scanning through other places in search of answers to questions and general things about life and all that. But i dunno, moment a clarity maybe, what actually is the actual point? To anything? Breaking ...

Heya, thanks nice reply, made me giggle :D Bloody dreadful day, urgh. Your post made me laugh though so that's something :) Think maybe right about the gradual thing, i dunno, go in circles all day. Guess want progression immediately i suppose, though, it's been a year since it became a continual 24...