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Here's an update: Sunday afternoon I had an anxiety attack, most of the time I am able to control it and cope and manage them but that day, I was a mess. Suicide thoughts were coming strong in my mind and I couldn't help but cry because of how badly that scared me. As I was going back to school, I t...

Today has been harsh, I feel nothing, emptiness, just....empty.

hi AzGirl! I totally can relate with you on what you've said about just having those sucky days and can't even explain why you're having them. Everything can be going great around you yet something's wrong. Also, about not letting people know you, the real you. I'm still working on it but I just wan...

I am really considering seeing a doctor because these 'moods' I get in just keep getting worse and I get upset over nothing really! It's like all this anguish is built up in me and then one thing will set it off into a series of domino effects. There was a time when I was in the staircase hallway (I...

Update: Hey guys, I haven't been around much but I've still been the same. I was doing pretty well in the summer, pretty much worked the entire time. So I was able to get through that. I'm back in school and it's getting way stressful but I feel like the past few weeks have been terrible for me. I h...

I guess lately I thought everything was going really well but I was wrong with that. It seems I'm just spiraling downwards and shatteredhopes gave me the idea of just seeing what you guys do when you feel like you're going down. I want to get better but I feel I spend the majority of my time, thinki...

I've been having such a tough time lately guys.

I feel like I'm falling down and down.

What do I do?

:/

Lately I've definitely been feeling a whole mixed batch of what Dandelion has said. I feel like I've wasted or been wasting my life just sitting at home, sulking. But at the same time I can't help it. I hate my anxiety and my depression. I hate that I have no motivation lately, not even for school. ...

Lately, this past week I've had some good moments but then something happens and my mood goes from happy to sad/angry, it's bothersome.
I'm getting tired of these little anxiety attacks I get too, I get panicky and hid in my room all day.
Idk, I've been feeling very unmotivated and down lately. :/

(((Justin)))

I hope your appointment goes well!

We all here if you need to talk.


Take care!!!

Hm, today I'm feeling down about myself and how I've let myself become this person. I guess it's a day where I feel like hiding under the blankets away from everyone.

Been really just in that mood where anything ticks me off.
Also, been feeling really down....again.

I wanna have a good day:/

I'm feeling very emotional and low right now. It's more of my confidence, I have none and it's really affecting me. I really hate my body, my face and can't seem to just accept myself and I guess by that simple thought ruins my night. My entire day was pretty much a mess.

It's so hard for me to enjoy the things I used to loved doing. Today for me emotionally was just awful. I've basically been isolating myself from everybody and everyone, can't talk without exploding. Meh:/

I think today was a okay day. I feel pretty meh right now but what's new.
I feel just really unmotivated, it's hard to even get out of bed. But I'm still trying.