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Thank you for the response shatteredhopes. I have never quite looked at it like that. In the past year, I have been really thinking more about God/religion/spirituality. I don't really know where to start to connect with that spiritual part of myself, if that makes sense. I pray and talk to God, and...

for the words of encouragement. My self esteem, is great way down deep in my brain. Like, underneath all the blah, I know I'm good, fun person. I know I don't look like a movie star, don't really want to, but I'm not a troll either. I'm shy, mostly due to the above mentioned self esteem issues, and ...

My subject line sums up how I feel. I am 32, and have felt this way since I can remember, even back in elementary school. I have had no real trauma in my life, no major horror stories. I do not ever feel suicidal, nor do I feel like I am worthless. I just feel blah all of the time. I've tried many m...