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by MindHalfFull
Tue Apr 15, 2025 3:22 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Sometimes i feel like I never had a chance, I first felt suicidal around 10
Replies: 4
Views: 8879

Re: Sometimes i feel like I never had a chance, I first felt suicidal around 10

When viewing life from these perspectives, it is imperative to only expect what is in our control. We can't let ourselves try to live like others around us can. Our minds are very skilled at labeling ourselves. It will always be a challenge to combat the pessimistic perspectives, and there will alwa...
by MindHalfFull
Tue Mar 25, 2025 5:34 am
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: How to be Happy eliminate sadness and pain
Replies: 2
Views: 2850

Re: How to be Happy eliminate sadness and pain

You having lived enough years with positive emotions is a wonderful sign that you can learn how to gain back more of them. One possibility for this painful psychological change of yours may be a subconscious accumulation of negative perspectives, associations and/or attitudes. Without being aware of...
by MindHalfFull
Sat Mar 15, 2025 3:00 am
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: Self deprecation
Replies: 4
Views: 26485

Re: Self deprecation

I recommend thinking of your self deprecation and God's approval of you as very different things. It is often too easy for us to think negatively of ourselves when we feel bad which doesn't directly correlate with who we are as people.
by MindHalfFull
Thu Mar 13, 2025 4:34 am
Forum: Art Work
Topic: The Plight of Moral Integrity
Replies: 0
Views: 31142

The Plight of Moral Integrity

An unknowingly wonderful boy lived bound to silence. Great canyons divided him, while the world was a mere stone's throw away. He'd explore open fields joyfully alone. Nothing of himself was conserved, no ounce left for anyone nor anything else. His beautiful nature stayed hidden, but he somewhere d...
by MindHalfFull
Thu Mar 13, 2025 3:17 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Survival, My Threshold For A Successful Life
Replies: 5
Views: 3780

Survival, My Threshold For A Successful Life

Plenty of people have lived tougher lives than mine, but my fragility makes my experience more like a POW survivor or similarly traumatizing. My mother gets 100% credit for providing me the opportunity to stay alive. I can't give into suicide like two of my brothers have, she deserves my survival. H...
by MindHalfFull
Thu Mar 06, 2025 4:09 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: what's the point
Replies: 3
Views: 4450

Re: what's the point

I greatly recommend recognizing the hate for things related to you as being fed by depression/emotional pain and not reliable to be thought of as reasonably accurate. Depression is amazing at taking neutral or even positive things and spinning them to be undesirable or flawed. Although we may not be...
by MindHalfFull
Thu Mar 06, 2025 3:54 am
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Hey guys my name is Olivia
Replies: 4
Views: 8087

Re: Hey guys my name is Olivia

Congrats on your productive and constructive direction! Something I heard somewhere that helps some people and maybe it would help guide you in some way: 'Happiness comes from having something to work on, someone to work with and something to work towards'
by MindHalfFull
Thu Mar 06, 2025 3:51 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: What words can bring you out of the darkness?
Replies: 12
Views: 15520

Re: What words can bring you out of the darkness?

Many times thinking to myself/reminding myself that I've been here before keeps my head above water. I can say up to each impossible moment that I have a perfect winning streak, and odds have me being okay again.
by MindHalfFull
Tue Jul 16, 2024 12:11 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: No More Things to Try
Replies: 2
Views: 5134

No More Things to Try

I know there is no purpose in typing this and will just fade away like my options to treat my symptoms. Yet, here I am typing essentially to myself. I've gone through the gauntlet of medications, alternative methods as well as many ECT treatments. I'm again at this wall where all I can do is sit aga...
by MindHalfFull
Wed Jun 14, 2023 3:54 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Three Wheels
Replies: 3
Views: 7396

Three Wheels

This babe knew what people said. No question he reaches that expected ability at his age. Suddenly, he now has to speak in turn. Thoughts would vanish and speaking would rarely be understood well enough. He watched as others develop a bond with the words of expressions that was the glue holding thei...
by MindHalfFull
Mon Jul 11, 2022 12:15 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Box of Chocolates
Replies: 4
Views: 11413

Box of Chocolates

Life, indeed, is like a box of chocolate. We find out someone had taken one bite of every one and put them back. We stand there pissed off about this and wanting to hate someone for such this selfish act. After a short moment passes, and we decide to eat the left-over chocolate anyway. I mean, serio...
by MindHalfFull
Mon May 02, 2022 2:22 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Holding my brealth for 20 years
Replies: 0
Views: 7852

Holding my brealth for 20 years

The feeling of needing air to breathe without a health risk is what this feels like. I'm accomplishing all that is recommended and suggested for dealing with my diagnosis, and it is an amazing feat, certainly. My symptoms sometimes causes arguments with valuable people in my life and that is the mos...

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