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Gosh that is a really whole lot to go through! Amazing that you have managed to make it through all this hardship. I'm glad that the country move made things better for you. I had similar unexplained tiredness a couple of weeks ago. Try sleeping it off for a couple of days.

Sorry to hear that. I feel the same way too often. Do you have any hobbies or like to travel? Try to find something that captures your interest. Or any social connections.

I am so sorry to hear about this traumatic experience in your early years. Seeing that happen to your father can scar anyone for life.
Do you have any hobbies/interests that you enjoy?
For the sleep I recommend melatonin pills - better than alcohol.
Do you get movement in sunlight? Any exercise?

I hear you. I hope you feel better.

That was very well expressed - I kind of feel the same way. I would like to just become a rock on some distant planet until the universe ends. Just going thru the motions as a human here, even though my life is comfortable on paper. Work. Consume. Compete. Same old mindless conversations and subtle ...

Sorry, that sounds really unfair. But the world is like that. People all over you only when they need something. Try to find your own way, some hobbies/interests that don't involve other people. Maybe join a volunteer group? An old retired colleague of mine joined a cat rescue group after his retire...