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9. Warmsoul/Jeanie13

thats mine lol

I read this and laughed my head off!!! i mean how unfortunate....

The door opens swings out from the inside The void of the house swallows the brighest stars A figure emerges, hair as long as its arm eyes blue as the ocean as cold as a freezer One stride with One goal in mind One emotion with One thought in mind The door slams closed behind the figure The rush of ...

(btw its me Rena90)

wow that poem is amazing i love it!!!

Today ive been having random episodes of being uber down then numb then kinda happy then down again then i started Zoning out, then experiancing loss of time which confused me then i was figitting like theres no tomorrow then i was shaking then it felt like my mind was being pushed out of my body an...

this is a nightmare i had last night :cry: ended up waking up screaming at about 3am, then after writing it down i passed out till 11am and its now 20past 11am. Me my friend James and my friend Tizz was living in a weird 1story small house, in a weird housing estate, all the houses dont have toilets...

My fiance has now gone for the next few months...im soo sad just want her to come back... im at my mums will be home and online in the next two hours... really need her here... i miss her sooo much... ive been so horrible over the holidays....

many hours ago in the main chat people were talking about BDD and gender confusion....and it triggered me...because i suffer from identity crisis and gender confusion and i looked at myself in the mirror and i felt horrible, i felt like a freak of nature, a monster then i cried and cried, i just wan...

i looked into that on my phone and as i dont have the money and i cant drive i cant get to the closest one which is 20miles away. either way im screwed.....

i tried to talk to the samaritans by email from my phone because thats my only source of internet. i tried to email them how i feel and they just get a part of it... they told me to ring but i cant because i dont have a house phone and i dont have credit on my mobile phone....so i cant ring anyone a...

thanks everyone for the comments *hugs everyone* i emailed my fiance everythin at the library the other day. net still not workin... im really lonely my fiance is pretendin that im fine etc.....just no one wants to talk to me and i can access this site on my phone.. i got msn and yahoo messenger on ...

I went to the doctors on wednesday.... before i did i was xmas shopping and i felt terrible just...i donno.... When i was waiting at the doctors to be seen, my fiance rang me..i answered and told her that im at the doctors.... the doctor was chinese or japanese, and he gave me a questionaire.. i fil...

(MAY BE BLURRY) Me on thursday night 1 - http://img39.imagefra.me/img/img39/1/12/6/f_vwpjh9g7hm_c2200c6.jpg thursday night 2 - http://img38.imagefra.me/img/img38/1/12/6/f_vwpjh9g7km_e083d38.jpg me and my fiance august 2008 - http://img37.imagefra.me/img/img37/1/12/6/f_1h12ahpg62qm_28dfbef.jpg my fia...

When i woke up i was happy. It was when i was talking in the mainchat i started to feel uncomfortable with everything, as people were talking i didn't know what gender i fell into..Male or Female? i feel both to be honest... but im still confused by it, people try to help me but i still feel confuse...

some of my fav songs atm -

T.M.Revolution - Zips
Adaigo - Archangels in Black
Lady GaGa - Pokerface
Toby Keith - Rock You Baby
ChthoniC - UNlimited TAIWAN

etc etc etc