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by mywords
Sat Jul 24, 2021 11:43 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: are we the same
Replies: 1
Views: 959

are we the same

it's interestingly crazy how fast I can switch up from feeling exhausted from crying to numb during a depressive episode. Just a moment ago I felt like living is a waste of time and so is my existence , wanted to rip off my skin to be completely indifferent, no emotion , dull with a blank stare. Can...
by mywords
Sat Jul 24, 2021 11:18 am
Forum: Family and Friends of People Living with Depression
Topic: Will medical marijuana help?
Replies: 0
Views: 1369

Re: Will medical marijuana help?

With depression i always chose destructive ways to deal with it , I won't say I didn't regret it later on but it was the easiest option for me , I didn't ask for help no matter . It was a question of proud I guess. Ask yourself if you won't regret it, life sucks already will it help you feel better ...
by mywords
Sun Jul 04, 2021 10:52 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: isn't life beautiful ?
Replies: 2
Views: 1579

Re: isn't life beautiful ?

Sorry for the late replay, tbh I was still hesitant even now but reading this give hope and courage to do so . I will do it, I'm ready to fall even if it's get hard who cares ? I will definitely get up by myself once again . Thank you .
by mywords
Sun Jul 04, 2021 10:11 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: It is okay ..?
Replies: 0
Views: 1162

It is okay ..?

It is okay for me to be greedy. It is okay for me to want to be happy or trying to be alone. I want to but why do I feel so bad and guilty about it . I want to go by myself , I want to experience how life can be , I want to make mistakes without feeling like I'm deceiving those around me because of ...
by mywords
Fri May 14, 2021 11:32 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: isn't life beautiful ?
Replies: 2
Views: 1579

isn't life beautiful ?

I still have some examen left before finishing this last semester, i'm getting so close to the end but i can't seemed to see the end of the tunnel. This year has been so eventful emotionally and physically for me . My first time in university, my first failure. My younger self was always told that &...
by mywords
Mon Feb 01, 2021 8:00 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: to my comfort character
Replies: 1
Views: 1699

to my comfort character

I miss you once again I'm crying over you once again I wish you are here with me once again I want you to hold me once again I could hope to make you smile like you do to me once again I wish i could shower you with unconditional happiness once again I wish you could see yourself the way i see once ...
by mywords
Tue Dec 15, 2020 12:30 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: I'm sorry to myself
Replies: 3
Views: 2471

Re: I'm sorry to myself

I don’t fully understand the situation your in but it’s good to know your not alone in this so here goes, I get the voice too, it looms over me and nothing takes it away, but I want you to know that just because the voice is there doesn’t mean it won’t go away, you’ll have good days and bad days bu...
by mywords
Tue Dec 15, 2020 12:27 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: hello , stop crying will you
Replies: 5
Views: 2655

Re: hello , stop crying will you

BryanAA wrote:I know how such anxiety feels, I have a similar problem and feel terrible on daily basis, but there is some force I cannot describe that still keeps me going, I wish you will find a similar strength

Thank you , i hope so .
by mywords
Sat Dec 12, 2020 4:39 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Hello, I'm new here
Replies: 1
Views: 1400

Re: Hello, I'm new here

hii i can't fully say that i know how you feel because i don't , but i can say that i relate to you . I started univeristy and i don't like what i'm doing , so what if you are 21 ? To be honest i never really cared about my future , but we are supposed to choose at some point right? Whatever i'm doi...
by mywords
Sat Dec 12, 2020 3:39 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: "Bestfriend"
Replies: 1
Views: 2295

"Bestfriend"

Do you know this feeling ? When your friends have their own inside jokes btw them and you just there feeling left out ? I've two amazing people in my life , i'll be forever grateful to , my two bestfriends . They have been there for me when i felt like nothing , i'm not good at showing emotions or c...
by mywords
Wed Nov 25, 2020 10:09 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: I'm sorry to myself
Replies: 3
Views: 2471

I'm sorry to myself

i've been working so hard in trying to adapt , to be a better version of myself , to not repeat the same mistakes , to built something i would feel proud of . But no matter what i'm never enough , i hate anxiety , i had a crise i couldn't stop myself before my test today . I studied for 4 days , onl...
by mywords
Mon Nov 16, 2020 7:01 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: hello , stop crying will you
Replies: 5
Views: 2655

Re: hello , stop crying will you

Tbh , I didn't expect anyone to actually respond to me but thank you for caring , however I won't promise anything but I'll try my best then : ))))
by mywords
Mon Nov 16, 2020 6:57 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: I do
Replies: 0
Views: 2506

I do

Sometimes I wonder what does it feel like to be mentally stable ?
by mywords
Sat Nov 14, 2020 8:13 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: hello , stop crying will you
Replies: 5
Views: 2655

hello , stop crying will you

1:07 am I'm new here , it's my first time looking for help or so . I have been feeling like crap for most of my life , however i always tried to stay optimistic "be positive and good things will come to you " . Nonetheless , since i moved out from home to university everything has been ove...

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