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I cannot take it anymore. Ive reached my limit. This IS my limit. I want to go away. Away from everyone. Away from my daughter. Away from my life. I cannot control myself anymore. There's this monster in me. I am the bad guy. I have to distance myself and get away. I am the problem.

***Please excuse my English its not my 1st language I'm feeling extra down today. The worst part is I dont even know why. Its frustrating. I wanted to think through it 1 by 1 on what caused feeling sad. and its either 1.) I cant think long enough to zero in on the root cause without feeling very tir...