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First and foremost I want to say how glad I am you are all here, and I really do try and read all your post, i try to reply when I can, but usually just sit here staring at the screen, so sorry for that. anyway, has anybody else seen this new miniseries called prison? been watching it and I can see ...

thanks again, went to breakfast with my brother and sister this morning, it went ok :) finally finished putting new roof on shed, only took 3 weeks and should of been done in an afternoon, just such trouble getting motovated, after work i do not want to do anything anymore :( , Shatteredhopes: all t...

thank you both I sit here thinking about something nice I could do for myself, I just not sure what makes me feel good these days, things I used to do to make me feel better I now know weren't good for me and was actually making things worse :( , I am going to breakfast with my brother tomorrow, can...

everyone has been so nice and I did not want you to think I gave up on me or any of you, just so tired, down really deep, it is creeping up on midnight and I took my new sleeping meds about 2 hours ago and here i sit wide awake :( my TP just sits there agreeing I've had a hard life.... I KNOW THAT.....

just wanted to say thank you all "again" :) your words are really helpful, I have read them all several times, I have tried several times to reply, the words just won't come, these last 2 days have been REALLY bad at work, got a letter today from bank about my auto loan, not good, I have a...

I saw my TP today...... I get so aggravated with her sometimes, why can't she see the evil, the dark cloud, the bad, its all here inside me, I try so hard to hide it from most people,but its there, waiting, lurking and always pushing to get out, CAN'T SHE SEE THAT!!!, she said everybody has good and...

Way to go, glad you were able to cycle some today, yes routine routine routine!! hmm am I convincing you or me , lol , I know if I could exercise some I would feel better, Its all I can do to get through work most days. but when I did, some time ago, it was the routine of it that kept me going with ...

Thank you all, this something I have been fighting with for some time. Like everything in my life I feel the need to understand something before i do it, I don't understand why i can't say it, so something is wrong, right? so i must fix it before I do it. I know, not very logical, and I want to so b...

what is love? is it the word, just said as the same as work or play, or is it a feeling something deep inside, so my question is can you feel love and not be able to say it? I had terrible dreams last night, the little i slept, but what i remember is my wife saying she loved me, but everytime she sa...

Mich, I am sorry you are feeling this way, I know I am new here but I wanted to share something with you, I feel most days like you said about everyone being better off without you. I often sit and imagine how great there lives would be without me. that said, about a week ago I had a "unknown&q...

just trying to keep my head above water. been rough but as usual I just keep pressing on

thanks for thinking og me

Dave

thank you again crystal :) saw my therapist today, she wants me to bump up my next appointment with psychologist, for med adjustment maybe, she said I seem more depressed than I have since i have been seeing her, maybe she is right, i don't know, and guess I don't care, at least not today. and yes I...

found this, by unknown, but it really seems to fit

One step away from a breakdown
Two steps away from salvation
And afraid to jump

for me I always am thinking a step ahead and its that second step that scares me, even if I knew it would help, so I tend to just do the first

Dave

thank you crystal

last wed i was not feeling well, just really worn out and sick, anyway on Thursday morning i got up to use the bathroom and next thing I know i am on the ground with a real bad headache. once I got to my feet i was real dizzy, I remember making my way to the living room where my wife was. I remember...