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I've made that deduction as well. When I'm not lying to myself I can probably even deduce how to fix it. I have a problem with expressing my emotions to begin with. Past experiences have left me terrified of feeling vulnerable. Lying about how I feel has become an impulse rather than a conscious cho...

I can't cry. I often try to imagine what it would feel like. Like this huge explosion of relief that I may never get again. I had a really close friend commit suicide a couple of years ago. He was seemingly the happiest person alive before that. I've never grieved. When I heard about it I somehow en...