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by DarthKobold
Wed Jan 12, 2011 12:16 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Riding a High... *Triggering*
Replies: 1
Views: 1990

Riding a High... *Triggering*

Well, at the moment, I feel great. I'd been having a panic attack for about a week and a half up until about half an hour ago, and well I've shifted into one of my wacky moods. It'll shift back sooner than I'd like so I'd like to try and think and get some things into perspective while I can. So I w...
by DarthKobold
Fri Dec 10, 2010 6:53 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Doesn't Feel Like a Good Day
Replies: 12
Views: 6257

Thank you all, it was nice just to get a little support over the last couple weeks. I'm still not sure what I'm going to do or how I'm going to do it, but I guess that's just sort of how it goes, since at least I know now what I don't want at least

Thank you (((((EVERYONE)))))
by DarthKobold
Wed Dec 08, 2010 12:14 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Doesn't Feel Like a Good Day
Replies: 12
Views: 6257

It went very well! I managed to catch her and she took a couple hours to listen to pretty much my life story and all my issues with my folks, and my ex and my friends and stuff and... well I've finally put a couple things together. I consider my childhood to be good for the most part, but there are ...
by DarthKobold
Tue Dec 07, 2010 3:44 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Doesn't Feel Like a Good Day
Replies: 12
Views: 6257

----------------WARNING TRIGGERING------------------ Thanks for the support guys. I've started understanding why I am the way I am today though... my dad received news that I failed chem pretty badly and ended up hitting me a couple times. I ended up calling my brother. He's eighteen years older tha...
by DarthKobold
Fri Dec 03, 2010 4:18 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Doesn't Feel Like a Good Day
Replies: 12
Views: 6257

I've just felt bad for the past few weeks. During the event, I started feeling better, but then the feeling just creeped back up to me when I came home and woke up after a short nap. I've been feeling sad whenever I'm not doing anything lately, so I've tried to make myself do things, but I've also f...
by DarthKobold
Fri Dec 03, 2010 4:13 am
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Doesn't Feel Like a Good Day
Replies: 12
Views: 6257

Doesn't Feel Like a Good Day

So today, I did a lot of things to try and move my life forward. I'm the VP of Student Government at my school, and we've been trying to coordinate more social and community events. I like to dive into those activities to distract myself from my depression. We're pretty autonomous, so sometimes it's...
by DarthKobold
Fri Nov 26, 2010 3:27 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Waking up crushed every morning
Replies: 3
Views: 2854

Thank you, crystalgaze! I appreciate it. I generally just took the last couple days to figure out what was going on in my head and try to stabilize things. At the moment, a break is definitely what I need right now, at least until the end of the semester. Things are only complicated when I let them ...
by DarthKobold
Wed Nov 24, 2010 2:42 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Waking up crushed every morning
Replies: 3
Views: 2854

Waking up crushed every morning

A year ago, I posted on here some stuff about ex-girlfriends and whatever. In the end, that really didn't matter so much. I decided to take on my real problems, which was my procrastinating in school and not taking my life seriously. Long story short, my life got better. Much better. But I still fee...
by DarthKobold
Mon Aug 24, 2009 1:50 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Tales from the Angst Theatre... (Potential Trigger)
Replies: 3
Views: 3285

Thankyou, Monty. The past month or so, I've been working out to fight back against the depression. Weird thing is, it's almost like it knew I was fighting back and increased in intensity, drawing my mind back to thoughts and words that shouldn't affect me, but do. A few days ago, I was speaking to a...
by DarthKobold
Fri Aug 14, 2009 7:35 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Trying to Sleep
Replies: 3
Views: 3219

Thank you for the greetings! Basically, I can try and force myself into a semi-stable sleeping schedule for up to a month at most, before it inevitably slips off the slope and I find myself unable to sleep except for maybe four hours at night, and maybe two in the afternoon. It's better now these da...
by DarthKobold
Tue Aug 11, 2009 6:24 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: unforgetable
Replies: 7
Views: 5818

They said in ancient Greece that the worst kind of misery is to have once been happy. But y'know, love is out there. And you never know when it'll just walk right up to you. Until then, live for yourself. It's difficult. Near impossible, maybe. But take solace that there are people here who know how...
by DarthKobold
Mon Aug 10, 2009 9:03 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Tales from the Angst Theatre... (Potential Trigger)
Replies: 3
Views: 3285

Tales from the Angst Theatre... (Potential Trigger)

Okay, so here we go. I've had issues with depression as far back as I can remember. But for a long time, I thought I had them under control. I wasn't lethargic, or apathetic, and I didn't spend too much of my time feeling sorry for myself. When the feelings came, I could fight them off. But then my ...
by DarthKobold
Mon Aug 10, 2009 9:47 am
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Trying to Sleep
Replies: 3
Views: 3219

Trying to Sleep

Howdy. My name's Jacob, I'm 23, and I've had issues with depression for a while. Since I was around 11 or 12. Just thought I'd introduce myself. Another terrible day led to another sleepless night, but this time I did some websurfing instead of self destructive thinking. Either way, y'all seem very ...

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