Pepper...

[Sara_pain]

this is Pepper... shes a rat terrier.. she was my cousins dog, and after she died... i didnt want to take her to a shelter.....so now Pepper is my dog... even though i still wish she was my cousins, not because i dont like the dog, but you know what i mean.. *note* please ignore the ugly person holding her
and i couldnt get the picture to load... so heres a link..


file:///C:/Documents%20and%20Settings/Kids/My%20Documents/My%20Pictures/Me/Pepper%20and%20Me/Pepper%20and%20Me%20018.jpg

[crystalgaze]

Hi there Sara! I couldn't see the pic! (Drat!) I don't know if it's my computer or my settings or what...

Have you tried adding at the Picture Gallery?
http://depression-understood.org/gallery/ (???)

[Sara_pain]

yeah theres one in the gallery crystal

[Sara_pain]

http://depression-understood.org/galler ... age_id=795

[crystalgaze]

Wow!!! Look at you! That is a really cool armlet! & you said you weren't beautiful? (Aww... You were pulling our legs...!)

You're just fine! (meaning don't be too hard on yourself there lady!)

[Sara_pain]

ugh... i dont even know what got into me when i put that up =/
i hate pictures....

[Sara_pain]

but thanks anyways...

[crystalgaze]

~lol~ You're welcome! & yeah, I know what you mean about pictures! I always feel I don't look right them.... ! (How come I don't look as good in them, as I do in person?! Even the color of my clothes doesn't come out properly.... It's okay, though.... )

[Sara_pain]

meh..kinda the opposite for me... its more like why cant i just look ok period?
i have like no self esteem at all...
i hate myself... hate pictures.. hate everything about me...




R.I.P Pepper.... i miss you...

[lostandlooking]

I think you look great dont be so hard on ur self.(especially since you are not bad looking)

[crystalgaze]

(((((((((( Sara )))))))))))))))

I know you've been through a lot... but I am still hoping you will be able to love yourself little by little. It may very well help.

Thinking of you!