When Did You Ever Jesus
Posted: Thu Sep 11, 2014 2:21 pm
When Did You Ever Jesus
You do not feel my struggles and pain,
Grief all my days and shame.
You did not walk with guilt for crimes committed,
Regret of failures in life or
Wanted to have never been born.
When did you plan for suicide?
What demons pounded your mind screaming?
You did not hate yourself,
Feel worthless, not worthy of love.
You did not grieve that you stole or lies you told.
Did you ever cut your flesh with a knife
To stop the swirling madness inside?
When were you mentally ill?
Medicated, in therapy for years, and confused?
What addiction ruined your life,
Made you a slave to appalling pleasure, and
Did you beg God each night to quit,
Then return every new day to the vomit of
Your own destruction?
When did you ever repent?
You do not feel my struggles and pain,
Grief all my days and shame.
You did not walk with guilt for crimes committed,
Regret of failures in life or
Wanted to have never been born.
When did you plan for suicide?
What demons pounded your mind screaming?
You did not hate yourself,
Feel worthless, not worthy of love.
You did not grieve that you stole or lies you told.
Did you ever cut your flesh with a knife
To stop the swirling madness inside?
When were you mentally ill?
Medicated, in therapy for years, and confused?
What addiction ruined your life,
Made you a slave to appalling pleasure, and
Did you beg God each night to quit,
Then return every new day to the vomit of
Your own destruction?
When did you ever repent?