Rosé

[jj]

These are the lyrics to a song i wrote when trying to process my dad's alcoholism...called Rosé.

Ive lost my voice, ive lost my mind,
You took it with you when you left me behind.
Ive lost my friends, ive lost my soul,
When did i lose my whole world?

Cos everythings wrong and i cant do one damn thing right
You left me all alone, youve stolen my life.
Now im stuck here trying to make sense of my brain
But all that i can see, all i feel is pain.

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I feel so small, i feel so weak
I need you to guide me, help me find my feet once more,
I need your love, oh how i need to feel secure,
Why arent you here, doing what you signed up for?

Cos everythings wrong and i cant do one damn thing right
You left me all alone, youve stolen my life
Now im stuck here trying to make sense of my brain
And its not fair when it was you who caused all this pain..

SO go, you can take all your riches
And we will stay here left in pieces,
With battle scars that you cant see,
Cos theyre locked up as memories,

You live your life, and take this knife
You'll need it when miss rosé
Poisons you beyond repair,
Till just your empty souls left there,

Then maybe you will feel how i do
All the tortured years we went through
Its not fair that you still plague me
Get out my head i want to be free

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Cos everythings wrong and i cant do one damn thing right
You left me all alone, youve stolen my life
Now im stuck here trying to make sense of my brain
But all that i can see, all i feel is pain....

Now i am left... with memories hard to conceal
All these conflicting thoughts, telling me how i should feel.
It makes me sick. How much i cared for you, still,
I guess for now... All i can do is try to heal.

jj

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

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A warm and gentle hug coming your way. Thank you so much for sharing this inter part of you.

Warmie

[hollyann]

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